Love yourself, because He loves you

I called Chris today and apologized. And I broke things off again. After a week and a half of spending lots of time with my ex, I see very clearly that God hasn’t done the work yet that He has promised to do. He has clearly been speaking to Chris, but Chris is not ready … Continue reading Love yourself, because He loves you

Living in the now, not the to come

I had some kind of prophetic revelation which pushed me back into realizing I have to live life for today. Not for what is to come, all the promises of my future, but right now. “Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the Lord is kept safe.” Proverbs 29:25 … Continue reading Living in the now, not the to come


“I’m not letting go of my ex-husband. He should have never left us like this.” And God says “Stop holding him!” I’ve been struggling again with holding him and God made it plain to me once again tonight. I had the thought of “What if he comes walking up and knocks on the door right … Continue reading Release

He Came for a Moment into the Light

He came into the light. It was only for a brief moment, but I saw it! He came to visit us on Naomi’s birthday and came to her birthday party. It was the first time in a long time that my family has been able to see him. They were all friendly as they always … Continue reading He Came for a Moment into the Light

Claiming His Promises

“2019 is the year of Salvation. The year the prodigal comes home.” I was getting ready for church on Wednesday January 9th. God had asked me on January 3rd, 2019 to take a giant leap of faith. First, he told me that He is recalculating and has decided to change the pace. I told him … Continue reading Claiming His Promises

Where your treasure is

Matthew 6:19-21 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will … Continue reading Where your treasure is

My Hiding Place

This time was strange. It wasn’t like all the last times when God spoke. Usually when He speaks to me, He gives me a vision of something going on in my life, followed by confirmation of the step He is asking me to take. He begins confirming it in his word, through sermons, through my … Continue reading My Hiding Place

The Lord is my portion

I am yours! That is who I am! Last night, God gave me this amazing realization. I was thinking of Chris and how we used to be at night. When we would cuddle in the bed and how he felt against me, when he put his arms around me, or when he held my hand. … Continue reading The Lord is my portion

My own personal breakthrough

God had this amazing breakthrough with me this morning and I am determined to press on and move forward. I told you about the latest vision in the last post, but I will give a recap. This vision was especially personal to me, because it was very clearly about me and not so much about … Continue reading My own personal breakthrough