Love yourself, because He loves you

I called Chris today and apologized. And I broke things off again. After a week and a half of spending lots of time with my ex, I see very clearly that God hasn’t done the work yet that He has promised to do. He has clearly been speaking to Chris, but Chris is not ready … Continue reading Love yourself, because He loves you

Living in the now, not the to come

I had some kind of prophetic revelation which pushed me back into realizing I have to live life for today. Not for what is to come, all the promises of my future, but right now. “Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the Lord is kept safe.” Proverbs 29:25 … Continue reading Living in the now, not the to come

Where your treasure is

Matthew 6:19-21 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will … Continue reading Where your treasure is

My Hiding Place

This time was strange. It wasn’t like all the last times when God spoke. Usually when He speaks to me, He gives me a vision of something going on in my life, followed by confirmation of the step He is asking me to take. He begins confirming it in his word, through sermons, through my … Continue reading My Hiding Place

The Lord is my portion

I am yours! That is who I am! Last night, God gave me this amazing realization. I was thinking of Chris and how we used to be at night. When we would cuddle in the bed and how he felt against me, when he put his arms around me, or when he held my hand. … Continue reading The Lord is my portion

My own personal breakthrough

God had this amazing breakthrough with me this morning and I am determined to press on and move forward. I told you about the latest vision in the last post, but I will give a recap. This vision was especially personal to me, because it was very clearly about me and not so much about … Continue reading My own personal breakthrough

Broken Together

I haven’t had the will to get up and write for over a week. I’m finally pulling myself together to do it. It’s been a rough week. We had counseling scheduled last week on Monday for noon and Chris texted that day to ask if I would go shooting with him. I was planning on … Continue reading Broken Together

Fighting by Faith

God has been doing some crazy amazing things recently. I can’t understand it all and I don’t have to. I am praying for understanding, but much of this is God asking me to trust him. I felt the Lord stirring my heart and I texted him a few nights ago. “I give up.” An hour … Continue reading Fighting by Faith

A Breakthrough Miracle

If you have been following my blog then you know that my ex and I had a moment of tenderness last Sunday. We spoke about our problems. I shared how God sees him. His walls started to become weak and crumble a little bit. But something happened in that that I had not expected to … Continue reading A Breakthrough Miracle